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AND THAT WHICH YOU HAD RISKED GOING THROUGH IT'S SEVERE MENTAL&PHYSICAL SUFFERING TRYING TO MOLD NICELY WITH YOUR LESS SKILLFUL BUT GENUINE HANDS. MOMENTARILY WHEN U LEAVING IN THE SUN TO SET...IS SO FRAGILE&PRONE THAT IT  IS LIKELY TO BE EXTINGUISHED WITHIN THE BLINK OF AN EYE. IT HARD TO BEAR WITNESS WHEN  IT  SLOWLY SINKS IN DEEP OCEAN OF THE PACIFIC IN SILENCE. AND WHERE CAN I TAKE A REFUGE TO FOR I CANNOT WITHSTAND ANY OF THIS EXCRUCIATING WILDLIFE EXPERIENCE I'M ENCOUNTERED WITH . 

I'M.POSSIBLE

... that was back in 1999.and  I believe my former grade1 classmates still remember this. because that drawing was prevalent and everyone could draw it. lol. look at the transition LMFAOUT!!! Listen IMPOSSIBLE is nothing. IMPOSSIBLE is just a small word thrown around by BIG men who find it easier to live in a world that they have been given to explore the power that they have been given.IMPOSSIBLE is an opinion.IMPOSSIBLE is not a declaration,is a DARE.  IMPOSSIBLE is POTENTIAL. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF,BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS. dream BIG; think BIG,but start small.

IT NEVER TOO LATE. GRAB ONE AND DISCOVER THE MAGIC OF READING BOOKS

READING: is complex cognitive process of decoding symbols in order to construct of derive meaning(reading comprehension). It is a means of language acquisition, of communication, and of sharing information and ideas. Like all the language, it is a complex interaction between the text and the reader which is shaped by the readers prior knowledge, experiences, attitude and language community which is culturally and socially situated. The reading process requires continuous practice ,development and refinement. Remember if you can start today you can bring a paramount change that will  change your life for the better.

I'M SORRY I DON'T USUALLY DO THIS

I regret the day I felt the need for space. It felt good to see her walk away with a broken heart. My heart glee in delightful manner like a child given a lollipop after getting a hiding for bunking life orientation class. She did not just leave but she also left behind a note written in a slang form that read,'' dnt myk a prmanent  dztion bzd on tempr-ry stuatn.'' Because I was used to her playful conduct I just skimmed my eyes through the written piece and quickly brushed it off aside.

 Even though, we sometimes used to fight and hold long quarrels which seemed to last forever. This never strike fear that I might lose her. Because I knew she'll come running after me because I'm the first guy she fell in love with for the first time in her timeline. It was usual of us that we gonna kiss and make up and act like none happened. And this did not bother me at all.

She never liked the whole of this bullsh*t but she'd from time to time remind me that Thato nna kao rata and never keo lahla; she would be like,''u and I did not bumped into each other nor happened. We were meant to be. '' LERATO 4 THATO FOREVER'' these were her firm words of assurance which she even inscribed in her journal. There was no doubt that wandered in my mind about that.

 But this time around things took a different sudden sharp nasty turn and trembled like I've just escaped from cruel-some mob violence. Because men are in competition; I lost her to certain guy from the village called Ramoipone. I lost Lerato to a loving,caring and supporting heart: one that spurn to see her in hurting nor in a state of solitude.I regret following my heart. I REMORSE THE DAY I FELT THE NEED FOR SPACE.

AT NIGHT I'M ONLY SLEEPING 3% AND 97% THINKING OF WAYS TO WAKE UP

Most of you love sleep more than you love success. Proverbs 20:13 ''do not be a lover of sleep, or you will become poor: keep your eyes open and you will have bread enough.'' This does not include those sleepless night you spend studying for a test which is three days prior to your limited preparation time. Be it activity that is done regularly; be it a habit to you especially one that is hard to give up. If you want to be successful as much as you desire to look cool; you gotta be willing to give up sleep. Sleep is for those who are broke. Develop a vigorous appetite for success.

A HEART STILL RANGING WITH THE FEELING OF REVENGE, IT'LL TAKE ETERNITY TO FORGIVE

My heart seethed and instantly raged with bitterness, hate and a feeling of revenge. But shortly overlapped by feeling of reconciliation and forgiveness after reading this book. Regardless, it will take about the rest of the remaining years of my life to come to terms and FORGIVE his right intentions for doing the wrong thing.Because my heart could not feel for a stranger. And I somehow  felt compelled to write my own memoir to relate my own story too. But I don't know from which angle possible to unfold it.